都好

踏着昨天的我

原来人就是这样在进步的

变好变坏都不重要

只要是对得起自己 什么都好

没能完全了解自己

因为今天得我和明天的不一样

不管是变好变坏

只要你在我身边 什么都好

i cannot fully understand myself

because i am changing everyday

no matter i change to good or bad

everything was fine as long as you're with me

over you

Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left, just left me cold and out of breath
I felt if I was in way to deep, guess I let you get the best of me

Well, I never saw it coming, I should have started running
A long, long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know

I'm slowly getting closure, I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
And now I'm picking up the pieces, spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together

'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you

You took a hammer to these walls, dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away, there was nothing I could say
And when you slammed the front door shut, a lot of others opened up
So did my eyes so I could see that you never were the best for me

曾经

我知道我永远也不会是唯一，

但我努力努力的付出一切，

我知道你永远永远不属于我，

但我努力努力的爱你更多，

才发现有些事再努力也不会变，

才发现有些事和想像中不一样，

假装坚强，

努力微笑，

却忍不住红了双眼，

我的一厢情愿，

你的忽冷忽热，

她的名正言顺，

谢谢我带给你的美好，

谢谢你带给我的美好，

谢谢把一切的一切变成曾经～

i know i'll never be the only

but i try hard to give everything

i know you will never belong to me

but i try to love you more

i pretend to be strong,to smile

but couldn't stop my tears

thank you i bring you good

thank you for bringing me the good

thank you let everything into past

for my dear friend, cheer up!!

Christmas present

That is really a surprise~ thanks my dad and mum bough me a set of speaker~i tot it was just a small speaker,but when i back and saw,that is really a SPEAKER who had 3 speaker and 38 watt~ cool^^

Actually they want to paste a ribbon on the box and make it as a surprise~ but they fail,because i back from kl too early, they trying to go jusco and buy the ribbon,but before they reach home and paste it, me and my sis had home~ they really cute ^^and romantic

next is my little brother,i do not expect that he will buy a christmas present for me and my sis~ and what he do is just put the present obviously to sis room,but hiding the present in my room~ so when i saw my sis had receive the present,i was so nervous and asking him why didnt send me any present,and he lie to me that he no time to buy mine~ so i keep hit him until he move "guai guai" and show me the present~haha~ i won!!!

My dear family,they really really sweet~LOVE them much~ muacks~

p/s :i think i should buy present for them too~

有什么不同？

wake up in the morning to visit a special education class children. this is my first time to join such activity. before that, i never know and think about this group of people. teacher,student are very welcome us to visit them,they sing to us with a simply sign language. there are very touching,some of them are hyperactive,slow learner, but they try their best to show us what they had learned. they are cute and such as a normal children after special education. they can take care themselves and communicate with each other. i believe,everyone born with his or her own responsibility and talent. they are friendly too,when we enter their classroom, some of them keep asking us to take photo for them ^^

after 2 hour,we are going back home,a little boy came and ask us whether we will come to visit them tomorrow? i know,they are happy while some one visit them,care them and love them. they need love as us,they need care as us. we are the same.

i'm great to hear that had a school to teach them and take care them,but as i know, in melaka, only 2 school for Chinese special education class,and each class only can accept 6 special children,so in this school,only can accept 20+ student,so they are still had a lot of special children could not get the education.

pimple week and vacation

what up with my face before the vacation? where is the pimple from?

had a nice kl trip with my best university friends - ass,tra, and lynn ~ ^^

first,we take bus to seremban but the seat really far far away between u and me and she ^^

second,waiting lynn opposite the T1,but actually our bus should stop in T2...we too nervous~

third,reach PD lynn's house,piggy is the first dog i met in her house,really fat till cute till like a pig~but actually is a friendly dog,i love it. lynn's mum was a friendly aunty who always worry that we will hungry ^^mico,a 2 and half year old girl that sometime sombong sometime cute,but tracy really love her~ (p/s: tra,u can wait her bigger?)

meatball bring us to PD seaside , green color ice room.

found tt lynn really geng,after saw her room and her toilet~of course we slp in her living room ^^

sing k, dinner at a japanese restaurant were the activity in our first day in kl.second day, time square in door fun fair day~ my neck badly injure and ass almost vomit and had a green shit in the park there ^^ but we curi curi ate the candy floss when ass take her time in the toilet to calm down (but actually she is pass through her emotion ). dinner in a romantic restaurant with 4 no romantic girl ^^

third day,after buying lucky's food and had a lunch,we sit in the meatball and back to melaka~ a short but nice vacation. i miss u all guys,i hope i have a endless vacation,please ~

learn

我们必须保护自己，因为这世上没有人会无条件的保护你，除了你父母。

我们不能完全的相信别人，因为他们会说话不算话。

我们必须勇敢的接受事实的残酷，因为事实是残酷的。

我们必须冷静的面对问题，因为哭不能解决问题。

我，被人以不适合的理由被人换组，这或许不是严重的事，但对我来说，最不能接受的是不适合这了2 个字。把这问题告诉朋友们，他们的意见很宝贵，但我知道，最后做决定的还是我。我把这件是告诉了父母，他们告诉我，如果我想知道我最不能接受的不适合是什么的不适合，那么我应该勇敢的打电话去询问。说真的，我还蛮害怕，因为我不想事情闹大，但我却也想知道答案。所以我打给我组的组长，结果她说，她觉得我比较适合在另一组，因为我的才能适合在另一组（问题是，我们才见过一面，而且我更本不会任何有关这节目的是，算上是一张白纸，我们才见过一次面，就说她看的出我的才能？？）她否认她曾对我说我不太适合这话，然后她便以她很忙挂段电话～

我感觉到不被尊重，因为我蛮客气的问她，却得不到相对的客气。最后我只能打给负责人了，因为我得不到答案。。。他告诉我，他将会调查，会再给我答复。最后，我才发现，我轻松多了，原来勇敢得问出，的说出，会让自己好受～

最后我得到的答案是2个好朋友不能在同一组～这是什么敷衍，牵强的理由。

最后我决定退出，因为不能忍受负责人偏帮自己人～

recent mood

Monday Trip

Low Eileen + Tracy Wong + "Kay" Poh Siew Hsien + Phoon Yip Lynn(although leave us few month) = 4 NO

1) No Study

2)No Duty

3) No No moody

4)No No No

Had a trip on monday, 10pm class,12pm back home,2pm out in mahkota take siew hsien's gift which is etude house voucher cost RM50(congratulation to "kay") and had a movie which reserve by "kay" to support her idol (wang lee hom). Before movie,we take picture in pahlawan- which we did in foundation. After movie,we had dinner in a hong kong style restaurant. i share with tracy a fried rice (but i regret when we are sharing,because she is a trouble maker =.=''')and we order a snack which cost us RM10.20. It is really really very very very disgusting. we had dinner at 5pm,getting ready for tennis,but but but....unfortunately,rain pours heavily,this cause tracy to drive at 40km/h~ she keep worrying ,we keep sleeping~ ^^

she fetch us to her house to take her sport shoes although we knew that today we could not get to play tennis T.T

she go in and out from the car to her house without using umbrella...so pity~

lastly,she take 3 caps for us~so swEET~

we keep ignore her when she asking us where should we go next~ finally,she get angry and simply fetch us home~WAhahahaha~

FriEndShip FOreVer ^^

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